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Fuck My Life

… that is all.

my day will be spent watching Star Trek

the original series.

all of these really cute people in the world, and i’m just….here :[

iamjrl replied to your post: there are so many things that i want to talk about on a day to day basis that need to be talked about. i have all of these emotions that i just keep bottled in. i have everyone and no one to talk to.

Yesssss, I really would recommend writing again. Its such a stress reliever + it leaks everything you’re going through to pen & paper, like a cleansing. Thats how I feel anyway when I write. Hope all is well with you. :D

all is fine :] just acting like a human :/ but i am definitely going to start writing more. 

there are so many things that i want to talk about on a day to day basis that need to be talked about. i have all of these emotions that i just keep bottled in. i have everyone and no one to talk to.

i just need to start writing again…

emotionally unavailable :/

(cripple)

an ode to lovers never met:

i yearn to hear you speak, to see your eyes. to watch your lips move as you let words flow from them. i cannot wait til the day i feel your lips on mine; how i am not worthy. yet i yearn. oh how i vie with time until i am in your arms. how i relish in the sequence that i play over and over again of our first embrace. i can only dream of what your touch feels like, i can only speak upon how it would feel to have your skin press upon mine. i envision your fingertips pressing onto my lips, my cheeks, my neck, my breast. i can feel the heat between us now. oh how i yearn, my love, to hear you speak, to listen to nothing and everything that comes from your sweet lips.

SPOILER!!!

The Human Centipede 2 and the shit that bothered me/made me laugh:

• he was always sweating
• he sleeps with no sheets on his mattress
• he jacked off with sand paper
• his mother had the same curlers in her hair the whole time
• he cried when his mother ripped up his book
• his mother still had one roller in her hair after he basically bashed her head in so much that she had no face
• he has to stop to pull out his inhaler all the time
• he put all of his “utensils” in a suitcase
• he packed a dog bowl (lol)
• he only had on his nasty drawls with that lab coat
• all that duct tape he wasted
• he was brushing their hair while he made them walk around in a circle
• the fact that he kept licking his finger (who are you trying to be sexy for?)
• had no friends :(
• he had a centipede up his ass.

what do i love the most about masculine women:

- the fact that these women are indeed women, dressed in a masculine tone, walking around reeking of masculinity, and no fucks are given!

it is just so got damned sexy!!!!

normal & sad go hand in hand like peanut butter & jelly

don’t lie
to a nonbeliever
we already
don’t believe….

…you

I miss you on twitter. ; )

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Eddie Steeples’ hair is my inspiration & I hope to one day sport this ‘fro. (I look at this photo of Crabman every time I think about getting a haircut).

Eddie Steeples’ hair is my inspiration & I hope to one day sport this ‘fro. (I look at this photo of Crabman every time I think about getting a haircut).